And now, at nearly midnight, with the neighborhood asleep and the only light coming from a crescent moon and the blue glow of submerged LED bulbs her father had installed last summer, Emily stood at the edge of the pool in nothing but an old t-shirt and shorts, wondering if she had the courage to step in. The water was colder than she expected. Not the punishing cold of a mountain lake, but the deliberate, awakening cold of something that demands your full attention. She dipped a toe first—a childish instinct, she thought, but then again, wasn't that the point? Everything she was trying to shed still clung to her like wet clothes.
Then she began to write. If you enjoyed this story, share it with someone who remembers what it felt like to be 18, alone, and standing at the edge of something unknown.
The thought should have made her sad. Instead, it made her feel something closer to awe. She was standing—well, treading—in the threshold of her own life. Everything before this moment had been a prologue. And everything after? She didn't know. That was the point. A rustle in the bushes made her freeze.
The cat ignored her.
So here she was. In the pool. At night. Eighteen. Alone.
Emily, 18, alone in the pool at night.